nothing causes this, its my fault..♣
Thursday, May 28, 2009 / 8:44 PM
Are things really fated? why things seems to go the opposite of what i expected.
this thing really so disappointing. but, i am acting normal. treating it as nothing
has happened. and staying calm. i really don't know how long i could bare this hurt.
the opportunity has came but i did not manage to catch it. i regret.. i really regret..
when u told be the effect of doing this thing, i was shock and surprise..
i couldn't believe it. i give my best on this thing. but i havent seem to start yet the
result is out. so, why bother trying? i was afraid i couldnt make it cause i don't have any confidence in this. i don't wish to disappoint myself and them again.
they keep having their own thinking. never willing to hear what others could say. i tried explaining but it doesnt seem to be working. i really doubt i could act for long. cause it really hurts..